Blog-O-Diary

I’m back..!!! That’s one thing for sure…I was caught in this whole ordeal which I don’t even want to turn back to. Life is what it is. It is full of suprises…you think you might know what’s going to happen next…but then again your wrong, YOUR DEAD WRONG!!! I had a turning point in my life which happened at the tender age of 23…Do you think it’s too early for it to happen to me? I think it IS!!! Why can life be so unfair at times?!! WHY!!! I did my part, so as the rest…Why can’t I have a peaceful life & no interruptions? Why? Why must it happened to ME?!! WHY!!! I don’t understand how the system works? The moment you think everything is going alright, then it STRIKES YOU! YOU!!! Yes, YOU!!! No one else but YOU!!! You yourself had to find a way to seek forginess..? I don’t even know…The more you think about it, the worse your going to feel. It’s like someone put a knock on your head and say.."Hello! It’s about time.." TIME?!! Time for what? I don’t need this right now…I want my life back, since then I’ve never looked back. HAH!!! How I wish that was true! God, get rid of this feeling…It’s killing me, I can’t bare worrying every second of mylife knowing that something or some..whatever is on the lookout..I won’t say its a lookout..but more likely like a WARNING!!! Yes! That’s what it is! A warning! Just a simple warning…I can’t help but to think about it every second that I breathe…It’s like someone is staring at you, it scares the HELL OUTTA YOU!!! As the days passed by I’ve come to a term with some others not to take it as a ‘high wall’ that separates you from the other world…Now, realizing it..it is all over..you can’t help to look back & wish all these has never happened. To be continued…